Not sure what I'm feeling???

So lately I've been trying to deal with this whole being away from my friends and family. I feel like I have lost everyone... and I know my friends say I'm still here. But they only call when they are drunk and it seems like I have been forgotten about. I know this isn't true and the phone calls go both ways but I don't know their schedules.

I just really miss my life! I love my husband and I am glad I am finally here with him. But I miss the way things used to be. I have no friends here and no one to lean on other than my husband. Which I feel like that should be enough for me but it's not.

I know what I need to do is to just go out and make friends. It's just not that easy. It took me a long time to get the friends I have and now it feels like they are slipping away. I'm just confused I guess and knowing me I'm overreacting.

Oh well I guess it will work itself out at some point.